Bear with me...

Hmmm. New to this, where do I start? Bear with
me... I thought I would do this as an 'outlet', a secret 'confidante'. Bit weird
that the 'confidante' could be the rest of the world though!

(Even though this is anonymous I am still
consumed with anxiety that you will all be shouting at your screens in
judgement!)

I am torn between giving you a synopsis of
the story so far or just launching into the bearing of the soul. Maybe I will
fill you in as I go. To help you follow my chaotic mind/life, what if I type the
'history' in italic? Yep, thats the plan but please, bear with
me...